Baby Steps Day 3- Household Products

Well, yesterday we learned all about why NOT to use mainstream cleaners.

Today I want to cover what products we CAN use! I am not paid by any of these companies... I'm not that important. I just want to help you mommas know the best options for your families.

If we're talking about getting rid of toxins, pretty much every bathroom cleaner, floor cleaner, and all-purpose cleaner is out. So are laundry detergents and dusting sprays. So are window & glass cleaners.

SO WHAT CAN WE USE?

Well, the first thing I'd like to mention is "GREEN" cleaners.

It's important that we always read the labels first, even with organic, natural, eco-friendly, all-natural, green products.

If they don't list ingredients... RED FLAG!

If you don't recognize any of the ingredients... either skip that cleaner, or look it up! We all have smart phones now. There's no reason that you can't do a quick google search in the grocery store aisle. In fact, this skill will come in handy when we get to Natural Food Choices in a couple weeks. So why not start practicing now?!

Next, I have to mention NORWEX.

If you haven't heard of Norwex, they are a type of micro-fiber cloth. Here's what their website says:

We realized early on that household pollutants negatively impact our health and our environment. Most of the chemicals in products in our homes have never been assessed for their impact on human health. Indoor air pollution is one of the top five highest ranking environmental health problems in America with chemical levels up to 70 times higher than outside. Research and information on the health effects of manufactured chemicals has not kept pace with their development and use. In the last 50 years, the global production and use of manufactured chemicals has increased substantially. More than 80,000 new chemicals have been created. Indoor air pollution is one of the top five highest-ranking environmental health problems in America. Evidence shows homes have chemical levels up to 70 times higher than outside. Most of the chemicals that people are exposed to every day have never been assessed for their impact on human health. Parabens utilized in personal care for decades have been shown to have potential harmful effects. What we do know is the harm chemicals have on humans is extensive. Most concerning are the growing links to chemicals that surround us in everyday life. They are linked to serious diseases such as birth defects, cancer and psychological abnormalities. Many today believe the extensive use of chemicals indoors contributes to many of our ‘modern’ diseases such as allergies and asthma. Our mission at Norwex is to improve quality of life by radically reducing chemicals in our homes. In addition, the Norwex products make cleaning faster and more cost effective than traditional cleaning products.

I am so encouraged to know that there are companies out there that have this at the root of their business! Basically, the way they work is by weaving SILVER into the actual microfibers. Silver is antibacteral by nature. So when you use their anti-bacterial micro-fiber cloths WITH NOTHING BUT WATER, you are getting just as clean... actually studies show it cleans BETTER... than your typical mainstream cleaners. I encourage you to check out their website & see for yourself. These are what we use for dusting, cleaning windows, floors & as a replacement for body wash! No joke. These things are the real deal!

They have a whole line of products as well. And you really wouldn't need to go any further, except for it is not very cost effective if you are on a tight budget. We really had to save up for the cloths we have & even now we do not have as many as we need.

Another GREAT, slightly more affordable BRAND is
Honest Company

They are who we use for dish detergent, dish soap & hand soaps. They used to be a web-only company, but have recently begun having certain items at Target!

Here is what their website says:

We believe the products people use should be safe and non-toxic (surprisingly, many companies don't!) — not filled with questionable, risky, untested, or harsh ingredients. We also believe it's better to be safe than sorry when deciding what goes in our products and we're vigilant about the latest science regarding chemicals and health to ensure we're being mindfully cautious.

Based on these beliefs, we created our Honestly FREE Guarantee — a core commitment we make to you and your children. And, it's another way for us to be Honest — educating, empowering and inspiring people to make better choices for their health & families. Providing clear, credible, transparent information. No smoke and mirrors. No confusion.

What's it mean? In a nutshell:

You can rest easy knowing The Honest Company DOES NOT USE health-compromising chemicals or compounds.

Now that I've covered some great companies, 
one last way to do it is... YOURSELF!

Honestly, all you'd have to do is go onto Pinterest & search DIY Cleaners. You'd have tons of results. Some with vinegar. Some with Essential Oils. Some with Baking Soda. Some with Apple Cider Vinegar. It's all on there. I'm gonna hook you all up with some great links though! Many of these are what we use at our house!

Laundry Detergent

(we skip the borax)

http://dreawood.com/2008/10/homemade-detergent/

All Purpose Cleaner

(I use Lemon EO in mine & once a week use OnGuard EO from doTERRA)

http://www.mommypotamus.com/household-cleaning-supplies-greener-cheaper-better/

*also, the link above has en e-book from Mommypotamus for DIY cleaners

Here are a bunch of great recipes: 

http://www.apartmenttherapy.com/20-diy-green-cleaning-recipes-141129

And of course, check out my Pinterest page for great DIY ideas!

See you all tomorrow!!

Baby Steps Day 2- Household Products

Hey there friends! 

Are you all ready to get started learning about how to live more naturally? I am so excited to get started on this. I hope you all have followed the blog, liked our Facebook page & will check in on here each day to see what the next Baby Step is. 

I am challenging you to do something each week. You don't have to do it all in one day. Every Monday I will start our focus on a different area. Just choose ONE THING to change or introduce to your family each week. Then, once the series is over, let's keep it up! In the coming days there will be a Facebook group started where we can all join in and encourage each other in our Baby Steps. Like I said yesterday, even if you've been on the "Crunchy Train" for a while, there is ALWAYS something new to try, or something you can change. Sometimes, we just fall back into bad habits & need encouragement from other moms to get back on track. 

So today, we will get started with HOUSEHOLD PRODUCTS. I think this is one area we can easily make changes in.

When I was a kid, we all had to clean every Saturday. My jobs were to vacuum, dust and clean the kids bathroom. I always got a headache after I was done. Every time. Now, I had a few other bad habits as a kid that contributed to my headaches, BUT the point is, I would immediately get one after doing my weekly cleaning chores. Why is this? 

Two words. 

TOXIC

OVERLOAD

Here's the deal. All mainstream cleaning products have chemicals. Too many chemicals in the air and on our bodies can create toxic overload in our system. This includes things that TOUCH our bodies. This includes things that touch our food, which then enters our bodies. This includes things that get used on surfaces and are then active on those surfaces, which we then touch. Get the picture? Chemicals might be in small amounts in ONE cleaner, but the likelihood that we will only encounter that one product in a 24 hour period is very unlikely. 

Take the chemical chlorine for example. Chlorine is in some cleaners as a bleach. It is used in city water filtration (we'll talk about water in a couple weeks). It is also used to bleach paper towels and toilet paper. It is also used in many laundry detergents, which leave residue on our clothing. It is not *as* toxic when touched. It *only* causes skin and minor eye or lung irritation. That's all...

BUT did you know that it can reach highly toxic levels when combined with ammonia? So, if you mix chlorine bleach with another cleaner, even hours apart, they could combine to create a toxic gas that you the breathe in. An even more likely situation, especially if you have children, is this...

Let's say you clean your bathroom, toilet included, with a cleaner with chlorine in it. 

Then, your child uses the restroom.

Their urine has ammonia in it. Because it's urine. 

At this point the chemicals mix & create a gas. If even just for that moment, your child has breathed in a toxic gas. 

But what if they then do not flush the toilet? Because they are kids. 

Those chemicals create a toxic gas and continue to release that in the air. 

So, what? 
What is the big deal about chemicals? 

Well, like I said. It's not just one. We are exposed to a large amount of chemicals on a daily basis. 

Triclosan

Chlorine

Formaldehyde 

Ammonia

Sodium Laurel Sulfates

Phthalates

Benzene

Chloroform

DEGBE

DEGME

Diethanolamine (DEA) 

Triethanolamine (TEA)

The list could go on and on. Among these are skin, eye, and lung irritants. However, also among these are known carcinogens, ingredients that are linked to cancer. Also ingredients linked to asthma, allergies, and some that are considered neuro-toxins. 

Another concern is fragrances. We will get into this later in the week, but unfortunately there are not regulations in place for cleaning products in the US. Companies are NOT REQUIRED to list ingredients. These same companies also frequently list unknown or dangerous ingredients as "fragrance". Artificial fragrances are hormone disruptors. Like I said, there will be a full-day devoted to fragrances and air fresheners later in the week. 
For now, the point is that we just do not know everything that is in these products. 

I got rid of mainstream cleaners several years ago, but as I was typing this up, I had my husband dig under our kitchen sink to see if there was anything left under there. Way in the back, he found a bottle of carpet cleaner from when we steam cleaned our carpets about 2 years ago and an almost empty bottle of windex. 

NEITHER had any ingredients listed on them. The windex said "contains ammonia" & the carpet cleaner had a huge warning about not drinking it due to health hazards... Yet it's safe to pour into our carpet and drive in with steam? 

Personally, I would like to avoid all of these things. I cannot control the toxins my children & I are exposed to when we leave our home, so my goal is to reduce the amount of toxins INSIDE the home. 

Tomorrow will be a little more fun. We're going to learn about what we CAN use to clean our homes. I will have lots of links and DIY recipes. 

Then Thursday we will chat about fragrances and air fresheners. 

Friday we will learn about the problem with plastics. 

Until tomorrow, there are a load of links for you to look through below and keep digging for information! Pop on over on the Facebook page... Post goals for your baby steps! Let's do this together! We will have a photo challenge next week & a video challenge the week after that... 

Have a wonderful day! 

https://www.organicconsumers.org/news/how-toxic-are-your-household-cleaning-supplies

http://healthychild.org/5-secrets-conventional-cleaning-product-makers-dont-want-you-to-know/

http://toxicfreekidsblog.org/2011/03/what%e2%80%99s-wrong-with-chlorine-bleach/

http://www.mamashealth.com/doc/cleanprod.asp

http://toxicfreekidsblog.org/2014/04/toxic-free-spring-cleaning-tips-childrens-cancer-recovery-foundation/

http://ezinearticles.com/?Paper-Towels---Effect-on-the-Environment&id=4612910

Baby Steps WEEK ONE

Hey friends...
for a short-cut to WEEK ONE posts on Baby Steps to natural living for HOUSEHOLD PRODUCTS, check this out:

DAY 2: Cleaning products

DAY 3: Products & DIY recipes

DAY 4: Fragrances, Air fresheners & a bit about anti-bac

DAY 5: Problem with plastics

Baby Steps & A CHALLENGE

Today we begin our Baby Steps series. 

When friends and family come to me asking about how our family does things, I'm always so honored. Honestly, we are still learning. Everyday. I'm not doing all that I can or want to yet. I'm on a journey just like all of you are. I am constantly reevaluating and readjusting, adding in new things when I'm ready to. 

I know what I did with our family when we began our journey, but I also got input from my own crunchy friends. I recently polled a natural moms group I am a part of to ask them what areas they started on when they began their "road to natural living". 

The main areas that these mamas mentioned were 

• Natural household & cleaning products
• Healthy eating, removing processed foods
• Eliminating toxins 
• Adding healthy supplements
• Focusing on wellness and boosting our immune systems naturally
• Using natural remedies and essential oils instead of medications 
• Exercise and chiropractic

(Thank you to my Natural Mamas for all your help!)

The word natural... Or crunchy... Or granola... Do these make you nervous? They shouldn't. Becoming more natural doesn't mean you have to start wearing long skirts, live in a commune, or quit drinking coffee. Thank God! 

Here's what the definition is:

nat·u·ral

ˈnaCH(ə)rəl/

adjective

1. 1. 

   existing in or caused by nature; not made or caused by humankind.

   
   

I think we all could return to things not made by man. Every little thing makes a difference. It's never too early. It's never too late. No matter what thing you choose to change, you're doing something positive. It might not be easy. It might take some getting used to. In the long run its so very worth it though. 

We also have to remember though, that often these things are linked. We don't always see a huge difference right away. It's like a tripod... 

Imagine a tripod an inch from the ground. It won't work very well! You don't get the optimum performance if it's so short! You'll get a great view of the grass, some bugs and maybe a flower or two, but imagine what would change if the tripod were taller. It's like every good choice we make gives that tripod more height. Every wise choice we make, give us better "performance" in our bodies, in our minds, and in our emotions. But what if we are only doing 1 thing and never grow more than that... then one leg of the tripod will grow taller, while the others remain an inch tall. If one leg is shorter or longer than the others, we don't always see the desired results. 

It's all about balance.

I have broken it down into 4 main categories:

1. Household Products

2. Personal Products

3. Wellness, Sickness & Medications

4. Food 

Now, originally I had planned on this being a week-long series. However, as I began to research and develop the outline for this series, I realized that this was much bigger than just a week. This was going to take a week for each category! So... 

In the next 4 weeks we are going to learn about how to take baby steps. You might be starting from the beginning or you might be a pro... BUT we all have something we can do to grow. None of us are perfect.

As you begin to make your New Year's Resolutions in January, you can follow along and join the rest of us as we make a commitment to natural living. In fact, we are going to do just that! 

Sometimes we need more than just information. 

We need a challenge. We need other people doing it with us! 

If you want to take the Baby Steps Challenge, comment below & let us know what area you're looking to grow in. Then make sure you FOLLOW this blog & check your email to confirm your email subscription from Feed Burner. If you want to take it the next step, you can follow us on Facebook... https://www.facebook.com/EverydayIsLaundryDay

I'm looking forward to growing with you all. I can't wait to share with you, learning more natural, healthy ways to live. 

See you all tomorrow as we dive in to HOUSEHOLD PRODUCTS! It's gonna be good! 

Are you ready?

Friends!

I decided a couple weeks ago to create my own joy. Things suck sometimes, but laughter is so very healing.

So, in an attempt to kick off my "Baby Steps" series & bring myself joy, I created something that I hope will bring you all just as much...

The Crunchy Mom's 12 Days of Christmas
Enjoy!

Real people with real emotions

I have a new mission in life. To show people what a human looks like. You may have seen this in recent posts that I'm a little more intense than I used to be. Well, life has become intense!

If you were to see me, you'd see my usual, chipper face. I'm still as peppy as I always have been. I'm still as joyful as ever. 

But there's an added component to my personality that seems to be throwing people lately. Because life got intense, every aspect of who I am also intensified. Every emotion is stronger. Every gift & talent is multiplied. Every passion is magnified. I'm not being moody, I'm just showing emotion. It's real! It's sometimes raw! And apparently it can be offensive if you are someone who prefers that we all just smile and look pretty all the time. 

I grew up as a Pastor's kid. In a sense, it's kind of like being President's kid. Everyone is looking... all the time. You always have to be "on". You don't get to throw a tantrum, because your parents will hear about it in a staff meeting. You can't have an attitude about the Children's Christmas Program, just like the first daughters can't have an attitude about a Turkey Pardoning. It doesn't matter how stupid and cheesy it is... you suck it up and smile!

Despite this, I LOVED being a Pastor's daughter. Hide and seek in the church after everyone had left, taking home church picnic leftovers, meeting interesting people... not to mention being at every prayer meeting, every service, every event. We took every special speaker out to lunch which means I've met Missionaries, Evangelists, Preachers, Teachers, Apostles... I am honored to have grown up this way. 

But back to my point. ;)

I grew up with the understanding that I could not show emotion. My mom and I have chatted about this a lot lately. She never told me this, but it's how I understood it. I felt like I could not be sad, upset, overwhelmed , angry, bitter... I thought I just had to smile and look pretty. Always. 

The funny thing is now, as I'm learning how to be real with myself, people are shocked! Well, friends... I am REAL!

Real people cry. 

Real people get angry. 

Real people have hard things happen. 

Crying, being angry, feeling overwhelmed... these are emotions. God created these emotions. God has shown these emotions. Now that I've allowed myself to be real, I've begun to see the emotions in the Bible. 

When God created the world... pride. 

When He flooded the world... anger, pain, sadness. 

When God showed Abraham the stars, or when He parted the Red Sea... hope. 

When the Israelites constantly did the wrong things... disappointment. 

When Jesus was born... joy. 

When Jesus died on the cross... grief. 

When Jesus rose again... fulfillment. 

You see, even God has emotions. So I think that showing them & being REAL is exactly what He would want. Should we act in anger? No. Should we yell and rant and get nasty at people? No. Acting in anger or frustration is typically going to lead to destructive behavior that harms others, but that's not what I'm talking about. 

Sometimes life is hard. Life hurts. I think there's grace to cover it. There's grace for the good times and the bad. 

So next time you see a post that says "it's okay to be angry"... know that I'm okay. I'm not in danger. I'm not harming anyone. I'm just being. I'm a real person with real feelings... and I just happen to write about them. :)

Get ready...

Every week I get emails from people, mostly moms, who want to know how we handle certain things.

"What do you give your kids for snacks?"

"Do you eat only organic?"

"What kind of sunscreen do you use?" 

"Do you make your own laundry detergent?"

I always tell them that we didn't just dive in & do everything at once! We took baby steps. Especially with our kids, we took things slow. We introduced one or two things a week, and we STILL aren't where we want to be. We are still trying new things, adjusting our routines, and learning every day. 

Starting the day after Christmas, I will be doing a series called "Baby Steps". It will run December 26 through 31. We will talk about the 6 areas to start with when you're looking to start (or continue) your crunchy/natural/granola journey. 

Make sure you FOLLOW this page to get all the updates & be the first to see a very special project that will kick off our Baby Steps series. 

I'll give you two clues: YouTube... Parody

Thanks for being a part of this awesome family!! I just love all of you!!

It's ok to be angry

This week I had a funeral to attend. My Aunt died suddenly the week of Thanksgiving & the funeral was in Nebraska. Thanks to the ONE & ONLY benefit of having a strictly bottle-fed baby, I was able to go without my little guy. I took the pump & tried to keep up. I couldn't though!

When I got home & tried to get back on my pumping schedule, it was nearly impossible. My typical low supply is now half of what it was. 

For almost 6 months I dealt with feelings about this postpartum. I cried every day. I had extreme anxiety that I would get somewhere without all the things I needed (diapers, bottles, enough milk, pump, the baby, another child, etc...). I had an insane amount of FEAR that I would fail. At everything. Because I felt like I had failed as a mother. But I was never angry for long!

I have this understanding about anger that it's a useless emotion. I used to feel that way about crying, but got over that during my 6th pregnancy. Haha!

So, all of these emotions had calmed down. Then after I got home this week & was attempting to pump, only getting ONE OUNCE, at 1:00am, I had just had enough. I took those pump shields and chucked them across the room. They were basically useless. I felt basically useless. 

I thought, "Here I am, with a hungry baby & all have to give him is milk from another mom. ONE donor is all I have left. Everyone else is nursing their own babies. And here I am with two boobs that don't work!"

I just sat there, while my husband fed him a bottle, crying. I was also ranting about my broken boobs. He just listened. And then he put his hand on my knee & said five words. Five words that no one had said. In 7 months of broken boobs, tracking down donor milk, anxiety, depression, Failure To Thrive, pumping constantly, and feeling like a complete failure as a mother... no one had said these five words. He said, "It's okay to be angry!"

It's okay!

Everyone, with the best intentions & sweetest hearts, had tried to fix it. All the moms had a miracle cure for low supply, or a suggestion for where to find donor milk (I had already tried everywhere). The church ladies all wanted to cure my depression & pray for me. Friends without kids or who had never breastfed didn't understand why I cared so much! And until I let it be okay to be angry, I didn't understand either. I figured it was just because I had done it five other times and it was the crunchy thing to do!

But when I started my rant, it came out.

Breastfeeding is the first thing I was good at as a mom. I have mentioned before that I never really wanted kids. So, I had my traumatic first birth & then didn't really know what to expect! 

My sweet baby boy came out and then was laid on my tummy as I was stitched up. He looked gross to me, as a 19 year old. Haha! So, I waited until they cleaned him. As soon as this bundle was given to me, we locked eyes for the first time. He had the brightest, most perfect eyes. And they didn't look at anyone else but me! Within moments he was rooting. The nurse said "you can try to breastfeed if you want! I can help you!" She turned around to set something down & before she could get back to me, I had him latched. I can't explain it... I just KNEW HOW. We had lots of difficulties breastfeeding through lip ties & oversupply, but I kept going. With each baby, I breastfed longer. Efton was 9 months. Eliza was 11. Elias was 12. Ester was 15. Ezrah was 30 months! He was exactly 2 1/2 & I had to stop nursing him when I got a bacterial infection on my nipples after Easton was born. 

The point is I WAS GOOD AT IT! I was proud of it! It was something I overcame already & I was certain I could again... until I realized that there was nothing I could do. There was nothing I could change. 

I have accepted the circumstances and I've accepted the anger that comes with it. It's not directed at any person. It's just anger! 

So I'm going to let myself be mad. I'm mad at the stupid infection that signaled a temporary shut off of my pituitary. I'm mad at the stupid ER visit. I'm mad at the stupid pump shields that have gotten more action than my own husband in the past 7 months. 

And when I'm not angry, I'm going to be grateful. Grateful for the precious mommas who have pumped for us, even if just a single bag of breastmilk. I'm grateful for our amazing doctors who helped me fight for what little supply I have. And I'm grateful for my precious baby boy who brings me such joy. I cannot be angry when I hold him. I just can't. 

My breastfeeding journey... and how I increased my supply

WARNING: graphic details ahead...

Hey there friends!

I've received a few questions about how I was able to get my milk supply from NOTHING to 16-24 ounces when Easton was 4 months old. Unfortunately that was all I was able to get to, but it took a lot of work.

So, I would like to share my journey with you all. I know it helped me a lot to hear of other moms who had been through similar struggles. 

The week before I went into labor, I woke up sick. I had a killer sore throat, but it felt like just allergies. So I treated it like allergies. I used my oils & felt great! Easton was born on Friday, May 9. Then, when he was 2 days old, I spiked a fever. We spent the day in the ER. I was so, so sick. They said it was probably a UTI, so they prescribed an antibiotic. I still didn't have milk. The next day, 2 of the people who attended my birth came down with strep throat. 

I took loads of vitamins, placenta pills and fenugreek. I ate well and was well hydrated. I latched him at every opportunity, and pumped for 15 minutes after latching him. He didn't latch for long, but there wasn't anything coming out so I didn't think anything of it. He was hungry, so we began to supplement with donor milk. We tried spoon feeding & syringe feeding so that he did not get used to any nipple but my own... but he wouldn't take either. So, we had to start using a bottle.

At 7 days postpartum, I was just 2 days short of completing my antibiotic, and we decided to wean me off of that and try using the bacteria protocol for Essential Oils. We were concerned that while the infection was probaly the initial reason for my milk not coming in, that the antibiotic had been shown to cause a reduction in breastmilk supply. Since I had NO milk, it was just keeping my milk from coming in. I love my oils & was willing to try anything! IT WORKED!

When Easton was 10 days old, I finally got something! However, it was only colostrum. I could pump a half ounce of colostrum after a 20 minute pumping session. I was doing this every hour.

This is when I had to get serious. I needed milk... like, yesterday. When he was 3 weeks old, nothing had changed. Our lactation consultant suggested everything I was doing, PLUS adding in some more supplements. I increased my placenta pills to 3 pills, 3 times a day. We also added in the same amount of Fenugreek, Goat's Rue, More Milk Plus, and GoLacta. I was double pumping every hour, plus latching him first. He hated the latching, but I pushed through. We began bottle feeding him upright, rather than cradling him, to keep bottle & breast feeding separate. I also was eating lactation cookies, oatmeal, and every other food that was shown to increase supply.

My milk slowly began to come in, but Easton was not gaining weight. Babies who are stressed or have a stressful environment often do not grow. We were keeping an eye out.

At 2 months, we were still supplementing with donor milk from my amazing sister-in-law. I had increased the size of my pump shields twice after several blocked duct issues. That alleveated those issues & my supply was at 12 ounces. Coincidentally, this was the amount that I had when nursing my 2 1/2 year old throughout my pregnancy with Easton. So not only had I not had new milk come in, but I lost my supply for Ezrah. He was happy with just comfort nursing for a while, until it got worse. 

When Easton was 10 weeks old, we went back to the lactation consultant because of some other disturbing issues that had come up. My nipples. They were bad. They were bleeding, had broken out in a rash, and were bright red. I had also developed rashes all over my body. I had what looked like an infection on my bottom. I had started using oils, but was not using them very agressively. As soon as she saw me, she knew something bad had happened. I had a serious bacterial infection. Was it the strep from before his birth that morphed into something else? Maybe. Was it the UTI that morphed into something else? Maybe. Did it matter? Nope! All that mattered was NEITHER of my boys wanted to nurse. Ezrah quit cold turkey & Easton would arch his back and refuse the breast. He hadn't latched in 2 weeks. He also was severely underweight. He was cranky. He wasn't pooping. He now had Failure To Thrive and had dropped off the breastfeeding growth charts completely. I didn't know what to do. I had done everything!

We tried to supplement formula & he got even worse. He just screamed at me all the time. He was miserable. 

So, we had to address the infections. I took an antibiotic as well as the Essential Oils. I also used a topical antibiotic on my nipples. Within 48 hours, we were seeing huge results. I was still taking all of the supplements from before, as well as a prenatal, Juice Plus+ and probiotics. 

After the infection cleared up, we tried to get him to latch. Not once. He was done. We continued to try, but here I am at 7 months with a baby who screams if I make him latch. 

The issue at hand was his weight & increasing my supply. Once the infection was clear, we were able to get my supply up to 16-24 ounces. It was hard work, but I was able to maintain that for a couple months by pumping around the clock after feeding him. Then, I reached out on Facebook. I shared my story & asked for help. I had 6 moms commit to regular milk donations, then a couple moms offer us their freezer stash! Things were looking up!

Easton was 3 months old and those donors pumped for us for about 2 months. It was such a blessing. Once he started getting PLENTY of donor milk and no formula, he began to poop again. Then he began to slowly gain weight. 

By 5 months, our donors began to trickle off, but I always was able to find someone to take their place. At 6 months, I had a hard couple of weeks. My supply was dropping again and 3 donors told me they would need to quit pumping for us all in the same week. I was devastated. We had made it this far & I was starting to see the light at the end of the tunnel. We found a formula that he would tolerate, but if I gave it more than twice a day, he would stop pooping. So we did that & was soon connected with another momma with milk. 

I also had to start solids early. I know this doesn't sound like a big deal to most people. Most people want to start their kids on solids as soon as possible. I do not. You see, we had 4 out of our first 5 kids with some sort of food intolerance or allergy. One is a severe allergy. Two of our boys have ADHD. One has Autism Spectrum Disorder. That same child, and one other have Sensory Processing issues. All of these things are related to GUT ISSUES. In particular, food allergies and sensitivities are linked to beginning solids before the intestinal tract is ready. Our first 4 children started solids at 4 months... THAT IS TOO EARLY. Lots of research agrees with this. So, just as I was beginning to heal emotionally from thsi traumatic Post Partum experience, I got this lovely thing added in. I was so scared that one more thing would go wrong. I mean, just imagine our meals... I have 2 with a serious dairy intolerance, 1 serious peanut allergy, 1 gluten intolerance. There is very little that EVERYONE can eat! We frequently make multiple meals. Throw in the awesome sensory issues and that means nothing blended or too soft for one child and nothing to crunchy for another. I couldn't handle one more food issue!!! I just couldn't. So we started slow, but are definitely avoiding all dairy and all grains for quite a while. I just pray everytime we try a new food that he won't have a reaction. 

So, we are making it. This has been the hardest thing I have ever had to walk through. It's been a chain of situations that all were linked together. It has felt like just one thing after another, but I know it has made me stronger. And just think... 7 months ago I didn't have this experience to draw from as a Doula and Childbirth Educator. So, I'm just thinking of this as a really intense training...

and I sometimes throw the pump pieces across the room. ;)